## Immortality/Longevity
Isa. 65:20 - [[Do you really want to live forever❔ Is immortality possible❔]]? (article)
[[What is salvation]]? (article)
**New**: [[Psychic influence (and healing)]] - Learn how to use the power of your mind for massive healing and transformation.
## A Messed-up world?!?
I was born in Utah. Mid 70's.
I thought something was weird in the world growing up. I watched what people did, measured against what I felt, and saw that most of what people seemed to do and say didn't seem to bring them or others a lot of happiness or joy.
We all just kind of accepted all sorts of strange things:
* A government that stole our money and more and used it for quite awful, corrupt ends
* An education system that unnaturally locked kids of a similar age together, stopped their natural movement and exploration, and didn't actually give them any useful skills for society after twelve years and tens of thousands of hours of indoctrination
* An overpriced medical system with poor outcomes where, the more you pay, the more you have to pay
The marriages I could see didn't seem happy. If they were, they got divorced 'surprisingly' quite often.
Families were a source of pain and tension, and not love, support, or connection.
A lot of "have-tos". You *have to* do this. You _can't_ do that. Lots of coercion and force. Hard and soft violence.
A slow legal system that didn't really seem to provide any justice.
Art that wasn't beautiful. Music that wasn't nearly as powerful as the 'old stuff'.
It didn't make sense.
Eventually, I discovered, by accident, a kind of 'counterculture', passing around ideas that didn't fit the status quo of TV and media.
Alternate histories. Revealed truths.
_Why didn't anyone talk about this before_?
I got courageous, starting to pull loose threads.
* I began asking more questions you're not supposed to ask
"How do you know your religion is right?"
"What gives politicians the right to decide what is right and wrong?"
"How come the doctors (and psychologists) can't help me and I just keep getting more ill?"
"How come our family isn't happy?"
* I read things you're not supposed to read
* I watched things you were warned against watching
Which ultimately was equivalent to listening to people you're not "supposed to" listen to.
Or, reinterpreting what was said (by Jesus, for example) in light of my own experience and intuition.
The more I dug, the more the entire makeup of society seemed based on lies, and dedicated to slavery.
I found out that our entire world is like the story of the Emperor's New Clothes.
It doesn't matter:
* Education
* Health and medical
* Financial
* Religion + spirituality
* Government + social
* Sexuality and relating
* History
* ...even cosmology!
We are sold a worldview, a history, a reality that is, at very least heavily skewed and, more probably, all a *giant, maipulative pack of lies*!
The "answers" from the "experts" didn't give you what you wanted on earth:
In other words, if you want to be **poor**, "fat, sick, **and** **nearly dead**", **ignorant**, with **_low-quality_ relationships** you don't enjoy: do what you are taught (or weren't taught) in school, in your family of origin, in mainstream religion, and follow what you see on TV and do what the government says.
It scarcely matters which school or family or religion or government I'm referring to, either. (Because they are all pretty much the same).
And, if they were wrong about what made us happy and met our needs in this life, why should they know about _the next_?
That was like waking up in the tank of goo for Neo.
Disconnected. Ejected. And waking up somewhere new, with no idea how to move forward, without access to any of my own power. _I had been living in my mind! Programmed and controlled!_
Then, the process of education began.
I had to learn about every process of happy living virtually from scratch.
Turns out, there were true principles underlying every way to meet human needs, and, applied, you _can_ be free, right now.
The truth is, we can be healthy, _live much longer_, and *just maybe* **forever**, have sparkling **health**, relationships that light us up, ignite us with passion, and inspire you, have our financial situation transformed, find loving community, and have deep meaning, contribution and powerful experiences. _Together_.
I put my discoveries here as I make them. And, we are creating groups to dive deeper into the new/old/better ways of doing things.
If you are curious about anything here, [[Contact me]]. I will keep the top of the page full of the latest opportunities to go deeper.
For now, click the topic that interests you (Reorganizing! Under construction!):
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* ...and much more.
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