I'm not going to publish this and I hope no one reads it.
I've been endlessly frustrated with the world and how everyone is doing things.
And I never took responsibility to take care of it myself.
What if I'm the one I've been waiting for?
What if I'm the one who can simply decide that children will no longer be abused?
What if I don't need to convince anyone?
What if I don't need to gather anyone?
What if I just decide to stop the bad things?
When I got back here, I thought that I would just have to retreat until society collapsed.
But what if I can head that collapse off?
All by myself?
With no man who believes in me or supports me.
with no lover who believes in me and supports me.
What if I can just do it all by myself?